I am a very emotional person and I will totally admit that. I jump to conclusions faster than anything. I get sick with worry and always think the worst. I can't help it, I freaking HATE it but it just happens. Well it is causing issues in my relationship. Jordan and I have only been together for 2 months so I am worried that if I don't stop worrying so much that he will leave me. We have little fights because of me....because I over think things and make assumptions.
I need to change how I am. I just don't know how to do it. I am going to work as hard as I can to change. I am gonna need help though and I don't know who to ask. I mean honestly can anyone even help me to do that? It is easy to say "Well Dani just don't worry or over think..." but if it were that easy then we would not even have this problem.
I am gonna make goals for myself and work on meeting them everyday.
1. Don't freak out over every little thing.
2. Remember that Jordan is not my ex, he is not cheating on me.
3. Stop reading in to every little thing.
4. Remember that Jordan is NOT my ex.
5. Remember that Jordan is brutally honest and is not going to lie to me.
6. Remember he is NOT MY EX!!!!
I have got to totally change my way of thinking. I will make myself into the woman that he wants/needs me to be.