Yes that is right I think that problems could and should be fixed by music! I am TERRIBLE with words and I get way to emotional and can't talk because I start to cry. But if you give me an iPod I can find a song everytime to "tell" someone how I feel. I think from now on I am just gonna sing everything out...sorry Jordan LOL.
Well those of you that are on my facebook know that I have had a pretty emotional weekend. Jordan and I are on a "break". He needs to find himself and become whole again before we can be together. He still wants to be with me and wants to hang out together, but we are just not going to spend as much time together, and will no longer have the titles of boyfriend and girlfriend. I have been crying pretty much all weekend, BUT I know it is for the best. I have faith and trust in him and I know that when it is time we will be together again. I know that Jordan likes me, so I will wait for him. I know it sounds bad to put my life on hold for a man, but this man is totally worth it. When I am with him I feel happy again. I don't have to pretend to be someone I am not with him. I can be me and he likes me for me. He is doing this so he can be the best dad for his son Tristan, the best step-dad for Ashton, and the best man for me. While this totally sucks, I have to see the positives in it or I will go crazy. I am going to take this time to better myself also. I still have a certain guy that I am not over and I need to work on getting over him. I also need to work on my trust and jealousy issues.
I am not gonna lie, I am ready for everything to be better. I am ready to have my wonderful boyfriend back. I am ready to have my life back on track. This is going to be hard for me, but I will do whatever I can to help Jordan out. And until everything is great again I am just gonna sing and shake my ass!